Saturdays in the R household and bad habits

I wake up at 3, stay up til about 6, fall back asleep until 8.  Today was special though. I slept til 9, found out that the Mr. took the dog out for me (I usually do the morning shuffle), so I slept til almost 1pm. Screwed up my meds which put me in a bad mood since they ALL affect mood. Went back to sleep, got up, did something, went back to sleep, and am now watching the Mr. play video games while blogging.

The Mr., on the other hand, had a miserable today. Poor guy has a really bad cold. He went for a short ride on Jasmine, the trade in motorcycle he got, but actually came home early because he felt lousy. He's been resting all day, and as much as I try to take care of him yet give him his space, I hover. Like HOVER. Hence the sleeping so I wouldn't hover. As he likes to say, he's 34 years old, so he can handle this. I just hate seeing people I love in discomfort or pain.

This week has been all messed up, starting with the funeral, which I still tear up about, to the session that made me cry again, to procedure prep on Wednesday, colonoscopy on Thursday and recovery yesterday. We were supposed to have a friend come over who was actually making us dinner and we had to cancel because of the plague currently residing in our apartment.

Which leads me to today's NaBloPoMo prompt from Friday: If there was one bad habit that you could immediately take away, what would it be?

For me it would be my flakiness. I always say I'm going to go places, but end up canceling out at the last minute. To my dear dear friends, please know it has nothing to do with you. I have a really hard time in the mornings before 10am and after around 7pm. And as much as I want to do stuff, if it's outside those parameters, I'm probably getting sick or falling asleep. I really wish that I didn't have the limitations, but more importantly, I wish I was more honest with myself and my friends so I didn't flake out and disappoint them.

What habits would you get rid of?